{"id":1165,"date":"2020-09-25T12:24:47","date_gmt":"2020-09-25T10:24:47","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/saptamina.md\/?p=1165"},"modified":"2020-09-25T12:24:47","modified_gmt":"2020-09-25T10:24:47","slug":"acum-traiesc-un-vis-urit","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/saptamana.md\/index.php\/2020\/09\/25\/acum-traiesc-un-vis-urit\/","title":{"rendered":"Acum tr\u0103iesc un vis ur\u00eet"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Diana, 16 ani<\/p>\n<p>Salutare tuturor! Am hot\u0103r\u00eet s\u0103 scriu\u00a0 la \u201eSamariteanca\u201d pentru a-mi desc\u0103rca sufletul.<\/p>\n<p>Abia acum, dup\u0103 patru ani, am \u00een\u0163eles c\u0103 nu am iubit persoana al\u0103turi de care am fost,\u00a0 abia acum i-am descoperit adev\u0103rata fa\u0163\u0103. \u00cen tot acest r\u0103stimp, care totu\u015fi mi-a p\u0103rut o clip\u0103, am tr\u0103it un vis frumos, care credeam c\u0103 nu se va sf\u00eer\u015fi vreodat\u0103, m\u0103 sim\u0163eam \u00eemplinit\u0103 \u015fi-mi\u00a0 p\u0103rea c\u0103-s un fluture ce zboar\u0103 din floare \u00een floare. A reu\u015fit s\u0103 p\u0103trund\u0103 \u00een interiorul inimii mele, devenind unicul posesor al fiin\u0163ei mele. Am ajuns s\u0103 cred c\u0103 pentru el r\u0103sare soarele \u00een fiecare diminea\u0163\u0103, c\u0103 pentru el apa izvorului\u00a0 murmur\u0103 \u015firul pove\u015ftii noastre prea frumoase \u2013 \u00een trecut. C\u00eend ne prindeam de m\u00eeini\u00a0 \u015fi alergam ca doi copii, c\u00eend ne jucam prin n\u0103me\u0163ii de z\u0103pad\u0103 \u015fi ne iubeam cu pasiune copil\u0103reasc\u0103, fiindu-ne totuna de cei din jur. Toate au trecut, acum altceva am \u00een\u0163eles \u015fi nu am crezut c\u0103 voi cunoa\u015fte vreodat\u0103 tainele durerii \u015fi nu am crezut c\u0103 voi v\u0103rsa lacrimi.<\/p>\n<p>Totul s-a stricat din cauza unei \u201eprietene\u201d, dac\u0103 o pot numi astfel, ea a fost acea care mi-a distrus dragostea\u2026 Ea \u015fi-a f\u0103cut cheful, iar eu am r\u0103mas \u00eenjosit\u0103 \u015fi umilit\u0103 \u00een fa\u0163a tuturor. Ea a f\u0103cut tot posibilul pentru a ne desp\u0103r\u0163i, pentru a ne face s\u0103 ne ur\u00eem, a f\u0103cut \u015fi mai mult dec\u00eet at\u00eet, mi-i greu s\u0103 \u00een\u015fir toate nelegiuirilecomise de ea. Ambii m-au distrus, nu mai am chef de nimic, nu mai am \u00eencredere \u00een nimeni. \u00cemi este greu, dar cred c\u0103 voi reu\u015fi s\u0103-i alung din cale, vreau s\u0103-i strivesc, dar Dumnezeu \u00eemi este al\u0103turi. Cu el e mai u\u015for. Am nevoie de un sfat. Cum pot s-o pedepsesc, ce s\u0103 fac cu ea? Doar \u00eemi era prieten\u0103. Iar lui \u00eei pot spune doar at\u00eet: nu iubi o frumuse\u0163e ce te poate \u00een\u015fela, ci iube\u015fte-un suflet nobil ce te poate ajuta!<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Diana, 16 ani Salutare tuturor! Am hot\u0103r\u00eet s\u0103 scriu\u00a0 la \u201eSamariteanca\u201d pentru a-mi desc\u0103rca sufletul&#8230;.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[22],"tags":[],"featured_image_urls":{"full":"","thumbnail":"","medium":"","medium_large":"","large":"","1536x1536":"","2048x2048":"","covernews-slider-full":"","covernews-slider-center":"","covernews-featured":"","covernews-medium":"","covernews-medium-square":""},"author_info":{"display_name":"SAPTAMANA.md","author_link":"https:\/\/saptamana.md\/index.php\/author\/saptamana-md\/"},"category_info":"<a href=\"https:\/\/saptamana.md\/index.php\/category\/samariteanca\/\" rel=\"category tag\">Samariteanca<\/a>","tag_info":"Samariteanca","comment_count":"0","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/saptamana.md\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1165"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/saptamana.md\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/saptamana.md\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/saptamana.md\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/saptamana.md\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1165"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/saptamana.md\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1165\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/saptamana.md\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1165"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/saptamana.md\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1165"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/saptamana.md\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1165"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}