{"id":1342,"date":"2020-10-23T13:06:39","date_gmt":"2020-10-23T11:06:39","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/saptamina.md\/?p=1342"},"modified":"2020-10-23T13:06:39","modified_gmt":"2020-10-23T11:06:39","slug":"mi-e-frica-de-singuratate","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/saptamana.md\/index.php\/2020\/10\/23\/mi-e-frica-de-singuratate\/","title":{"rendered":"Mi-e fric\u0103 de singur\u0103tate"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>\u00cemi este greu s\u0103 pronun\u0163 cu voce tare cuv\u00eentul \u201esingur\u0103tate\u201d, mi se sf\u00ee\u015fie inima de durere. Cred c\u0103 nu exist\u0103 pedeaps\u0103 mai mare pentru un om ca aceea de a\u00a0 fi singur, a\u015fa cum s\u00eent eu. E dureroas\u0103 clipa \u00een care \u00ee\u0163i dai seama c\u0103 singur\u0103tatea de zi cu zi a ucis dragostea din mine. Tr\u0103iesc cu sentimentul c\u0103 m\u0103 aflu\u00a0 \u00eentr-o pr\u0103pastie foarte ad\u00eenc\u0103 \u015fi m\u0103 g\u00eendesc dac\u0103 exist\u0103 vreo cale de a ie\u015fi de acolo. Cad la nesf\u00eer\u015fit \u00een pr\u0103pastia triste\u0163ii. Mii de sfori mi se \u00eentind, dar nici una nu e destul de lung\u0103 ca s\u0103 ajung\u0103 p\u00een\u0103 la mine, \u00eentind\u00a0 m\u00eeinile, dar degeaba. Singur\u0103tatea m\u0103 apas\u0103 tot mai ad\u00eenc \u00een pr\u0103pastie, f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 mai pot ie\u015fi la suprafa\u0163\u0103. Cum s\u0103 vreau \u00eemplinire, dac\u0103 n-am parte dec\u00eet de suferin\u0163\u0103 \u015fi iluzii de\u015farte? Cum s\u0103-mi doresc bucurie, at\u00eeta timp c\u00eet \u00een sufletul meu este numai durere \u015fi triste\u0163e?<\/p>\n<p>Speran\u0163e \u015fi iar speran\u0163e, aceasta este hrana inimii mele, dac\u0103 pot spune a\u015fa. E greu s\u0103 ascult t\u0103cerea unei dureri nem\u0103rginite, nu \u015ftiu dac\u0103 poate fi comparat\u0103 cu ceva, s\u00eent pesimist\u0103, da! Uneori, via\u0163a nu decurge a\u015fa cum \u0163i-o dore\u015fti. C\u00eeteodat\u0103, m\u0103 trezesc brusc \u00een mijlocul nop\u0163ii, tremur\u00eend de fric\u0103, sim\u0163indu-m\u0103 singur\u0103, f\u0103r\u0103 speran\u0163\u0103, deoarece constat cu regret c\u0103 singur\u0103tatea, obi\u015fnuin\u0163a \u015fi rutina \u015fi-au pus amprenta ad\u00eenc asupra mea. Pot s\u0103 iubesc cu trupul, cu sufletul \u015fi cu inima. Cu toate acestea, pentru mine\u00a0 acest lucru \u00eenc\u0103 se mai las\u0103 a\u015fteptat. A\u015f dori o dragoste \u00eemplinit\u0103, s\u0103 scap de singur\u0103tate, \u00eemi doresc s\u0103 tr\u0103iesc o poveste de dragoste frumoas\u0103, una\u00a0 unic\u0103, doar a mea.<\/p>\n<p>Doriana, 18 ani<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u00cemi este greu s\u0103 pronun\u0163 cu voce tare cuv\u00eentul \u201esingur\u0103tate\u201d, mi se sf\u00ee\u015fie inima de&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[22],"tags":[],"featured_image_urls":{"full":"","thumbnail":"","medium":"","medium_large":"","large":"","1536x1536":"","2048x2048":"","covernews-slider-full":"","covernews-slider-center":"","covernews-featured":"","covernews-medium":"","covernews-medium-square":""},"author_info":{"display_name":"SAPTAMANA.md","author_link":"https:\/\/saptamana.md\/index.php\/author\/saptamana-md\/"},"category_info":"<a href=\"https:\/\/saptamana.md\/index.php\/category\/samariteanca\/\" rel=\"category tag\">Samariteanca<\/a>","tag_info":"Samariteanca","comment_count":"0","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/saptamana.md\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1342"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/saptamana.md\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/saptamana.md\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/saptamana.md\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/saptamana.md\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1342"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/saptamana.md\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1342\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/saptamana.md\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1342"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/saptamana.md\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1342"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/saptamana.md\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1342"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}