{"id":1514,"date":"2020-12-11T15:15:53","date_gmt":"2020-12-11T13:15:53","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/saptamina.md\/?p=1514"},"modified":"2020-12-11T15:15:53","modified_gmt":"2020-12-11T13:15:53","slug":"imi-pare-rau-ca-m-am-ales-cu-despartirea","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/saptamana.md\/index.php\/2020\/12\/11\/imi-pare-rau-ca-m-am-ales-cu-despartirea\/","title":{"rendered":"\u00cemi pare r\u0103u c\u0103 m-am ales cu desp\u0103r\u0163irea"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Drag\u0103\u00a0 \u201eSamariteanc\u0103\u201d, s\u0103 \u015ftii c\u0103 s\u00eent \u015fi eu o adev\u0103rat\u0103 fan\u0103 a ta \u015fi te consider o prieten\u0103 a\u00a0 tuturor\u00a0 \u00eendr\u0103gosti\u0163ilor. Dar iat\u0103 \u015fi povestea mea.<\/p>\n<p>Eram colegi de clas\u0103 \u015fi, totodat\u0103, buni prieteni. M-am p\u0103zit s\u0103 nu zidesc rela\u0163ii prea trainice, dar parc\u0103-\u0163i e\u015fti st\u0103p\u00een pe sentimente! Era o noapte de var\u0103, o noapte pe care n-am s-o pot uita. A\u015f fi preferat orice numai\u00a0 nu desp\u0103r\u0163irea. De c\u00eend l-am cunoscut, m\u0103 g\u00eendesc numai la el, c\u00eend \u00eemi este al\u0103turi, totul e frumos \u015fi tr\u0103iesc ca \u00een paradis, iar c\u00eend nu-i, totul \u00eemi pare\u00a0 pustiu \u015fi lipsit de sens. El va fi mereu pe primul loc \u00een inima mea \u015fi nimeni nu-l va putea \u00eenlocui, el este cel care m-a \u00eenv\u0103\u0163at s\u0103 iubesc sincer, s\u0103 cunosc fericirea. El m\u0103 f\u0103cea s\u0103 mor de gelozie, s\u0103\u00a0 pl\u00eeng de dorul lui, s\u0103 m\u0103 bucur de orice \u015foapt\u0103 de-a lui. El era \u015fi va fi singurul care m\u0103\u00eenal\u0163\u0103 la cer. \u015etie foarte bine c\u00eet de mult \u00eel iubesc, dar \u00eemi pare r\u0103u c\u0103\u00a0 din tot ce-a fost m-am ales cu desp\u0103r\u0163irea.<\/p>\n<p>Am \u015ftiut tot timpul, c\u00eet am fost \u00eempreun\u0103, c\u0103 are pe alta, dar el m\u0103 m\u0103gulea cu vorbe dulci \u015fi credeam c\u0103 doar eu s\u00eent important\u0103 pentru el.\u00a0 Totul \u00eens\u0103 a fost o minciun\u0103. Acum inima mea e crispat\u0103 de durerea dragostei ne\u00eemp\u0103rt\u0103\u015fite, o durere insuportabil\u0103 pe care nici un drog n-o mai poate calma. Pentru c\u0103 deja simt c\u0103 am pierdut totul pentru ce am luptat.<\/p>\n<p>M-am prins \u00een capcan\u0103, dar de acum \u00eenainte voi merge cu inima\u00a0\u00a0 anesteziat\u0103. \u00cel iubesc at\u00eet de\u00a0 mult \u00eenc\u00eet dac\u0103 ar zice \u201emori\u201d, a\u015f muri f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 m\u0103 \u00eentreb de ce trebuie s-o fac.<\/p>\n<p>Drag\u0103 V., dac\u0103 cite\u015fti aceste r\u00eenduri, a\u015f vrea s\u0103 \u015ftii c\u0103 doar existen\u0163a ta m\u0103 mai \u0163ine \u00een via\u0163\u0103 \u015fi numai atunci c\u00eend inima ta nu va mai bate, atunci\u00a0\u00a0 \u015fi inima mea va cer\u015fi\u2026 moarte. Te rog, g\u00eende\u015fte-te m\u0103car un minut la mine, g\u00eende\u015fte-te c\u0103\u015fi eu s\u00eent om \u015fi am sentimente. Dac\u0103 vrei ca rela\u0163ia noastr\u0103 s\u0103 continue atunci spune-mi.\u2026 O s\u0103 fie alegerea ta. Dar nu m\u0103 chinui, fiindc\u0103 m-am s\u0103turat s\u0103 tot pl\u00eeng \u015fi s\u0103 m\u0103 g\u00eendesc c\u0103 m\u00eeine e o nou\u0103 zi.<\/p>\n<p>Dana, 17 ani<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Drag\u0103\u00a0 \u201eSamariteanc\u0103\u201d, s\u0103 \u015ftii c\u0103 s\u00eent \u015fi eu o adev\u0103rat\u0103 fan\u0103 a ta \u015fi te&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[22],"tags":[],"featured_image_urls":{"full":"","thumbnail":"","medium":"","medium_large":"","large":"","1536x1536":"","2048x2048":"","covernews-slider-full":"","covernews-slider-center":"","covernews-featured":"","covernews-medium":"","covernews-medium-square":""},"author_info":{"display_name":"SAPTAMANA.md","author_link":"https:\/\/saptamana.md\/index.php\/author\/saptamana-md\/"},"category_info":"<a href=\"https:\/\/saptamana.md\/index.php\/category\/samariteanca\/\" rel=\"category tag\">Samariteanca<\/a>","tag_info":"Samariteanca","comment_count":"0","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/saptamana.md\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1514"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/saptamana.md\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/saptamana.md\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/saptamana.md\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/saptamana.md\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1514"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/saptamana.md\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1514\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/saptamana.md\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1514"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/saptamana.md\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1514"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/saptamana.md\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1514"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}