{"id":495,"date":"2020-06-05T10:39:40","date_gmt":"2020-06-05T08:39:40","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/saptamina.md\/?p=495"},"modified":"2020-06-05T10:39:40","modified_gmt":"2020-06-05T08:39:40","slug":"nu-te-am-iubit-nu-te-iubesc-si-nu-te-voi-iubi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/saptamana.md\/index.php\/2020\/06\/05\/nu-te-am-iubit-nu-te-iubesc-si-nu-te-voi-iubi\/","title":{"rendered":"Nu te-am iubit, nu te iubesc \u015fi nu te voi iubi"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Cristina, 20 de ani<\/p>\n<p>S\u00eent \u015fi eu o adolescent\u0103 care a ajuns \u00een pragul disper\u0103rii \u00een urma \u201eprimei iubiri\u201d. Nu \u015ftiu ce s\u0103 mai fac, ca s\u0103 m\u0103 lase \u00een pace.<\/p>\n<p>Totul a \u00eenceput cam a\u015fa. Anul trecut, f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103-mi dau seama, am \u00eenceput s\u0103 m\u0103 \u00eent\u00eelnesc cu un b\u0103iat, pe care nu-l prea pl\u0103ceam, dar voiam \u015fi eu s\u0103 am parte de prima \u00eent\u00eelnire, de primul s\u0103rut, de prima m\u00eeng\u00eeiere.<\/p>\n<p>Ion era un b\u0103iat cu autoritate printre ai s\u0103i, de\u015fi mie nu-mi p\u0103sa. Prietenii lui m\u0103 priveau ca pe o fat\u0103 deosebit\u0103, pentru c\u0103 m\u0103 \u00eent\u00eelneam cu el. Vreo doi-trei din ei m\u0103 pl\u0103ceau, iar el era foarte gelos. Prietenul lui cel mai bun mi-a spus c\u0103 Ion \u0163ine foarte mult la mine. \u00centr-o zi, lu\u00eendu-mi inima-n din\u0163i, m-am hot\u0103r\u00eet s\u0103-l p\u0103r\u0103sesc. I-am spus-o cam greu, pentru c\u0103 era pentru prima dat\u0103, dar am f\u0103cut-o.<\/p>\n<p>Peste c\u00eeteva zile, m-a sunat s\u0103-mi spun\u0103 c\u0103-i era dor s\u0103-mi aud\u0103 glasul \u015fi c\u0103 m\u0103 vrea \u00eenapoi. I-am r\u0103spuns negativ. De atunci a luat-o razna. Prietenii lui nu-i mai s\u00eent al\u0103turi, c\u0103ci \u015fi-au dat seama ce reprezint\u0103. Acum m\u0103 \u00eent\u00eelnesc cu un b\u0103iat minunat, care, \u00een una din zile, v\u0103z\u00eendu-m\u0103 m\u00eehnit\u0103, m-a \u00eentrebat unde mi-e z\u00eembetul \u015fi buna dispozi\u0163ie. Mi-am desc\u0103rcat totu\u015fi sufletul, iar el a spus c\u0103 dac\u0103-mi mai sun\u0103 vreodat\u0103, s\u0103-i transmit c\u0103-l bate. N-a\u015f vrea s\u0103 fac una ca asta, c\u0103ci mi-e mil\u0103, dar a\u015f vrea s\u0103-i transmit un mesaj: \u201dIoane, las\u0103-m\u0103 \u00een pace \u015fi g\u0103se\u015fte-\u0163i alt\u0103 fat\u0103. Vezi-\u0163i de treburile tale, a\u015fa cum o fac \u015fi eu \u015fi las\u0103-m\u0103 s\u0103-mi tr\u0103iesc via\u0163a a\u015fa cum te las \u015fi eu. Of! Ce-a fost \u00een capul meu c\u00eend m-am \u00eent\u00eelnit cu tine?! Eu nu te-am iubit, nu te iubesc \u015fi nu te voi iubi niciodat\u0103!\u201d.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Cristina, 20 de ani S\u00eent \u015fi eu o adolescent\u0103 care a ajuns \u00een pragul disper\u0103rii&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[22],"tags":[],"featured_image_urls":{"full":"","thumbnail":"","medium":"","medium_large":"","large":"","1536x1536":"","2048x2048":"","covernews-slider-full":"","covernews-slider-center":"","covernews-featured":"","covernews-medium":"","covernews-medium-square":""},"author_info":{"display_name":"SAPTAMANA.md","author_link":"https:\/\/saptamana.md\/index.php\/author\/saptamana-md\/"},"category_info":"<a href=\"https:\/\/saptamana.md\/index.php\/category\/samariteanca\/\" rel=\"category tag\">Samariteanca<\/a>","tag_info":"Samariteanca","comment_count":"0","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/saptamana.md\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/495"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/saptamana.md\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/saptamana.md\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/saptamana.md\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/saptamana.md\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=495"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/saptamana.md\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/495\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/saptamana.md\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=495"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/saptamana.md\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=495"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/saptamana.md\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=495"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}