{"id":573,"date":"2020-06-12T10:04:35","date_gmt":"2020-06-12T08:04:35","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/saptamina.md\/?p=573"},"modified":"2020-06-12T10:04:35","modified_gmt":"2020-06-12T08:04:35","slug":"o-iubesc-dar-nu-vreau-sa-pacatuiesc","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/saptamana.md\/index.php\/2020\/06\/12\/o-iubesc-dar-nu-vreau-sa-pacatuiesc\/","title":{"rendered":"O iubesc, dar nu vreau s\u0103 p\u0103c\u0103tuiesc"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>X., 21 de ani<\/p>\n<p>Vreau s\u0103-\u0163i m\u0103rturisesc teribila mea poveste de dragoste. S\u00eent student \u00een Rom\u00e2\u00adnia. Cu patru ani \u00een urm\u0103,\u00a0 fiind un elev foarte bun, am ob\u0163inut o vacan\u0163\u0103 la o tab\u0103ra de cercet\u0103ri, la munte. La acea tab\u0103r\u0103 am cunoscut-o pe ea, care era cu 3 ani mai mare ca mine. Era pur \u015fi simplu fermec\u0103toare \u015fi m-am \u00eendr\u0103gostit de ea. De cum am v\u0103zut-o, am sim\u0163it un fior \u015fi o atrac\u0163ie irezistibil\u0103. Am devenit perechea taberei \u015fi to\u0163i spuneau c\u0103 sem\u0103n\u0103m foarte bine unul cu altul. Rela\u0163ia noastr\u0103 mergea minunat \u015fi am continuat s\u0103 ne scriem \u015fi dup\u0103 ce am plecat pe la casele noastre. Dup\u0103 liceu, am mers la aceea\u015fi universitate unde \u00eenv\u0103\u0163a \u015fi ea. Totul a mers bine \u015fi eram ferici\u0163i p\u00een\u0103 c\u00eend am prezentat-o p\u0103rin\u0163ilor ca viitoarea mea mireas\u0103. Venise \u00eempreun\u0103 cu p\u0103rin\u0163ii ei. \u00centr-o sear\u0103, am observat c\u0103 ceva nu e \u00een regul\u0103 cu tat\u0103l meu. El, care de obicei e un om vesel \u015fi glume\u0163, era t\u0103cut \u015fi dus pe g\u00eenduri. L-am \u00eentrebat ce s-a \u00eent\u00eemplat \u015fi atunci am aflat cu stupoare c\u0103, \u00eenainte de mama, tata a avut o rela\u0163ie din care urma s\u0103 apar\u0103 un copil. \u015ei acel copil este ea! \u00cen clipa c\u00eend mi-am dat seama c\u0103 s\u00eentem frate \u015fi sor\u0103 a c\u0103zut cerul peste mine \u015fi peste \u00eentreaga mea via\u0163\u0103. Am fost nevoit s\u0103-i spun teribila veste, mai ales c\u0103 era \u015fi \u00eens\u0103rcinat\u0103. Eu nu puteam s\u0103 comit incestul, i-am spus s\u0103 renun\u0163e la copil \u015fi s\u0103 ne desp\u0103r\u0163im. O iubeam, dar nu aveam de ales. \u00cens\u0103 ea, cu lacrimi \u00een ochi, mi-a spus c\u0103 dac\u0103 face avort \u015fi ne desp\u0103r\u0163im, se sinucide. Ea, fiind o fire sensibil\u0103, o \u015ftiu capabil\u0103 de aceasta. Acum nu \u015ftiu ce hot\u0103r\u00eere s\u0103 iau. O iubesc \u015fi nu vreau s\u0103 m\u0103 despart de ea, dar nici \u00een p\u0103cat nu vreau s\u0103 tr\u0103iesc.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>X., 21 de ani Vreau s\u0103-\u0163i m\u0103rturisesc teribila mea poveste de dragoste. S\u00eent student \u00een&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[22],"tags":[],"featured_image_urls":{"full":"","thumbnail":"","medium":"","medium_large":"","large":"","1536x1536":"","2048x2048":"","covernews-slider-full":"","covernews-slider-center":"","covernews-featured":"","covernews-medium":"","covernews-medium-square":""},"author_info":{"display_name":"SAPTAMANA.md","author_link":"https:\/\/saptamana.md\/index.php\/author\/saptamana-md\/"},"category_info":"<a href=\"https:\/\/saptamana.md\/index.php\/category\/samariteanca\/\" rel=\"category tag\">Samariteanca<\/a>","tag_info":"Samariteanca","comment_count":"0","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/saptamana.md\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/573"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/saptamana.md\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/saptamana.md\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/saptamana.md\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/saptamana.md\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=573"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/saptamana.md\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/573\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/saptamana.md\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=573"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/saptamana.md\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=573"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/saptamana.md\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=573"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}